Story (Featured Entry)

Forbidden Love

by Anonymous

He turned again while lying on his bed. His mobile was on silent mode but there was no way of avoiding the SMS’s that were pouring in. Sometimes angry, sometime pleading, sometimes plain scared!

"What has happened? Why aren't you replying? What did they say?"

"Are you alright? Please baby, this is torture. Send me just one msg saying u r fine."

What would be more difficult for her? Him disappearing from her life without telling her the reason; or him facing her and telling her the truth. How did it matter? Was disappearing even an option? Where would he hide? He could change the mobile number, but what about e-mail, facebook, mutual friends. Damn this ever connected world. If only he was born in an age when Mumbai to Delhi was still too far for people to find each other. When there was no way to contact someone without knowing their addresses.

Then he could have disappeared. She would have cried over her lost love and moved on. She could at least be spared the torture he was going through. What was he feeling? Frustration? Guilt? But why guilt? What was his fault? There was no way he could have (Read full article)

Story

Excreta etc.

by Bharatram Gaba

Three years ago, on a wet afternoon, we moved the last of our bags up to our new house. The atmosphere was dreary and incredibly humid but the hope in our hearts dispelled that. We were moving from a spacious three bedroom apartment in the affluent western suburbs to a 300 sq. ft cubbyhole in the heart of middle-class Dadar. No air-conditioner, no lift, no microwave, not even a shower, but the spring in our steps and the song on our lips shooed these piffles away. We soon discovered that the roof leaked incessantly during the rains, it was wetter inside the house than it was outside, but we didn’t care.

Together we spent long nights adjusting buckets under the leaks and emptying the full ones, even shifting the sleeping kids around the place so that they weren’t in the way of spreading puddles. In the heat wave that followed the rains, the house being directly under an open terrace was little better than a 300 sq. ft oven. But, this was our first HOME.

A year later, we installed an air-conditioner. For this, a box-shaped grill had to be made around the unit just outside the window. That was when (Read full article)

Story

Just Like That

by Mona Bhageria Adurty

He was standing near the gate like he always did. I think he liked the breeze ruffling his curly hair, although I daresay he wouldn’t have admitted it to anyone. With his favourite football jersey paired with another one of his blue jeans (might have been the same one, very difficult to tell the difference) and coaching class bag, he had the same dreamy expression and mischievous faint smile on his face. At the next stop, the couple got in. He looked at me and smiled, and then looked away.

It was our private joke. The couple who got in at the last stop was recently married, and the wife wanted the entire world to know the fact. She would keep blowing kisses and muttering (within everyone’s earshot) the weirdest possible nicknames to a very embarrassed looking husband. He would keep looking at his watch until his wife got down at her stop and we would look at each other and smile.

No, I didn’t know his name; neither did I want to know. All I could gather was the name of his coaching class and the fact that he was a major football fan. And also that, we both found the (Read full article)

Story

The long road home

by Shweta Ganesh Kumar

“Wake up, Roy. Wake up! You’ll be late for school.” Sister’s persistent voice rang through his dreams. With his eyes still stubbornly shut, he turned over from his side and lay on his back. He knew that he would have to wake up in less than two minutes. She would not stop nagging him otherwise. He lifted his left hand and wiped away the drool on the corner of his mouth with the back of it. “Royyy.”

“I’m up, I’m up.” he replied. He sat up with a jerky movement and willed his eyes open. Breakfast was in thirty minutes. He had to wash up, take his bath, pack his schoolbag and be at the table, in his uniform, except for his tie, she always helped him with the tie. Suddenly, he remembered that he had forgotten to shine his shoes. He scrambled off the bed and ran to find the shoe polish.

* * *

“Babe, where are my shoes?” Kabir yelled in the direction of Remya’s study.

“Which one sweetheart?” she replied as she walked out holding a bristle paintbrush. She was in the middle of an oil painting that had been commissioned to grace a film star’s new apartment.

Kabir smiled (Read full article)

Story

“That bitch. Better not talk about her…she is a bad example of what a woman ought to be. Of course, she comes from a dysfunctional family…just look at your father…all from the same family. ” She moved away to wipe the dining table as she finished her outburst and I thought it wise to keep quiet for a while.

Then I dared to ask, “But Ma, why do you blame her if her first marriage did not work out, after all Chhoti Ma did what was best for her under the circumstances. What’s the use of staying in a marriage where there is no love?” My timidity in pronouncing the word ‘love’ stemmed out of my expected response from Maa.

“Baah, what is love-shove? All nonsense they show in movies. Beta, for you I’ll get a beautiful bahu and that’s that. Don’t even think of marrying a firang. I am telling you I’ll throw shoes on you even if you as much as think about marrying outside our caste, creed and religion. Look at Rano, your maasi, she’d run away from home to marry that good-for-nothing baniya and now all she has in her life is miseries. I am much better off (Read full article)

Poetry

Fake

by Nicholas YB Wong

“I got you this Piaget in China.
It looks real.”
Then you left for another man,
who wore a real one.
Its fake arm goes on
ticking as usual, not knowing
my concept of time has changed –
A devoted tourbillon
counting down the end of my world.

(Read full article)

Poetry

The last shot

by Sunidha Ismail KRB

Jenneth
Hideous faces smile in my dingy calendar
Blood stains cover nudity of broken figures
W western winds open folios one by one
Beyond December I could see your image
Drenched, by the ruddiness of their gun shots.
After they parted your flesh, bit by bit-
They filled your remains with lead pellets
They tore your garb to wipe their grime
End, they spot my figure, veiled in the dark
Raising their fingers, they called me a slayer
Missiles like meteors, they blasted around me
Before I could bawl, they threw me to the dark.
Jenneth
I can hear the clock strike thirteen
Now, the sound of their boots are nearing me
The stench of my death engulfs me
While the last train whistles past the abandoned station
Death bells chime in the church at the northern bend
Wagon rolls to the edge of the gate
Piercing the dark, their guns clicks
But see, lead balls turning to pink rose
Night turns to day, gallows transform a garden
Eerie deserts alter to blue lagoons
Just you and me filling the whole world..

(Read full article)

Poetry

Madness

by Ashoke Bhattacherjee

Let us be madmen,
Because sanity sells its flesh on the streets.
Let us be mad,
Because reason usurps even the last morsel
From the orphans' mouth,
To drape its gilded palaces
With the glitter of inanimate metals.
Let us be mad,
And talk to the walls at night,
Because the ears of sanity
Hear only the jingle of coins
And the applause of the herd.
Let us be mad,
And ravage through the sands of time
To discover a forgotten tune,
Because reason will only throw the sand
Into the eyes of those
Who dare to peep into its soul.
Let us be mad,
But let us not forget to pin our hopes
Onto the walls of tomorrow,
As reason will only use the pins
To puncture those hearts
That still beat,
That still bleed.

(Read full article)

Poetry

There are People

by aasif shah

there are people
who know what heartbreak is
to love and not be loved back
the meaning of simplicity
how to smile free
how to flee from despair
the address of the nearest post office
what it's like in Delhi
to walk down the roads in summer
what it's like to find a dustbin at metro stations
how to look at the trees
that stand as statues
not to stretch any ear
for a singing bird
the exact time to open the tap
the number of every bus
how to bargain with autowallahs
what to do when stuck in a traffic jam
there are roads under construction
there are unfinished metro tracks
and fly overs
the meaning of Delhi Jal board
how to beg at red lights
how to sleep on pavements
how to shit on pavements
how to sell smacks on pavements
how to sell coconuts
how to occupy a lady's seat
how to spit on the road
how to pee anywhere
how to brave from those apathetic eyes
hidden behind big, black glasses
how to swallow abusive words
how to go without food
how to abuse each other
what policemen do
what goes on inside AC cars
what (Read full article)

From the Publisher's Desk

August 2010 Issue

by Pothi.com Team

Dear Readers,

We are back with the second issue of Pothiz! We are really happy with the overwhelming response we continue to get from the readers & writers of all sorts. We hope we continue to improve with every coming issue and become a staple in everybody's reading list.

The Featured Entry 'Forbidden Love' is an interesting, even if slightly tragic, story of our increasingly mobile population. 'Excreta etc.' and 'Just Like That' are the stories of ordinary moments, ordinary things, ordinary people, which manage to impact us in strangely powerful ways. We liked 'The Long Road Home' for its interesting style of writing and 'Matrimonially, perfect' for its simplicity of concept. 'Light of the Day' is about the eternal confusion of young people about marriage! In this edition we also have a story translated from Oriya called 'A Log of Wood'. The original story is by Basanta Kumar Satpathy who is a well known Oriya writer. The story draws a vivid picture of rural Oriya society with all its inequalities and exploitation.

We received many good poems this time and selecting from them was really difficult. We have picked up seven of them here and we hope the poetry lovers amongst you (Read full article)

Translated Story

A Log of Wood

by Dr Bishnupriya Hota (Original Odiya: Basanta Kumar Satpathy)

After much deliberation, it was decided that it would be cheaper to buy wooden logs and then get it split. Accordingly, I brought two quintals of wood from Bharat Depot and transported them on a pushcart to my backyard.

The owner of the depot had said, “This piece of log is two years old. It is completely dry and when cut into small pieces it will burn like gunpowder. It’ll cost Rs. 12 per quintal, if you want cheaper, then there is sal wood; a bit raw and with barks, it will produce smoke.”

Being from the forest region, I knew which wood was good. So I preferred the dried one. Though it was a bit expensive, it won’t let the kitchen become sooty and smoky. The log lay unattended for almost one week. The santals (tribals) weren’t available since it was the makara festival. There was no question of their coming out for work and finishing my job before they had their share of rice beer and cock fight. Not even a single piece of wood was left in my house. It was a Sunday. Being a winter morning, the wind was cold. I sat on the verandah with (Read full article)

Experimental

Character Sketches

by Rajendra Nargundkar

Author's Note: This is inspired by the Marathi humourist P.L. Deshpande, who wrote some immortal character sketches. Of course, these may be nowhere near his in quality, but that doesn't stop me from attempting some.

The Man Who Knows Too Much

This is the watchman at any residential complex gate. He knows exactly what is happening inside, who is coming or going. In case there is a murder in the residential complex, his testimony is crucial. He monitors the parking of sundry vehicles and tries to fob off guests trying to park inside. Also a useful chap when housewives have small errands like calling the dhobi, or the raddiwala, or the absconding maid who needs a stern reminder. At other times, his sphinx-like appearance belies his alert mind, at least in the daytime. He may be occasionally found snoring at night, but he never goofs off more than the average office-goer.

The Indian Student in 12th standard

This is a person who has to answer threetimes a day, for one year, the same dreaded question- "So, WHAT are you planning to do?" from all and sundry. Even tougher than answering the board exam questions. If he/she makes it to dream courses like (Read full article)

Experimental

A Friend Lost

by Jatin Pathak

Please don’t bury her, or bury me along with her, I am her best friend. This thought was foremost in my mind during Jenisha’s cremation. What a sad end to such a beautiful life. I was with Jenisha during her last moments. It was early morning. She was enjoying the greenery alongside the road and trying to listen to the music of birds. The boys jogging there were definitely envious of me as she was holding me tight. Suddenly a car came, and in one bang everything was over. There she was lying next to me, lifeless like still air. Oh God!

Why her? She was so active and full of life that the world had seemed too small to contain her. Now she is lying in a six feet long wooden box. Why I am getting the feeling that she still has some life left in her and will rise up now and smile at me? Her smile was a text book definition of the ’million dollar smile’. We had spent hours late at night just looking into each other's eyes. She could read my soul as I could read hers. I can still feel the warmth of her (Read full article)

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Matrimonially, perfect

by Rati Ramadas

There she stood, in front of the mirror. Nothing extraordinary, definitely not exceptionally beautiful. A woman with a pear-shaped body and long, black hair stared back at Rachna. She had seen the same person over the years but today something was different. Today Rachna had made up her mind. She was sick of all the procrastinating and the moping.

It was as though her resolve was radiating some inner glow which formed a halo around her. Rachna giggled to herself at the imagery. She had chosen to wear a long, block print skirt with a deep, red blouse and she noticed with some pleasure that it hid the extra bits on her pear-shaped body very well. Until now, her flabby body had never bothered her. Her parents were fat and she had inherited those genes. She had never thought about exercising or getting into shape when she was around her friends. It had never come up in conversation and she was happy the way she was.
She bent down and tugged at an errant thread at the hem of the skirt. Everything had to be perfect today. She stood up and reached for the kohl pencil she kept on her (Read full article)

Poetry

Terrorism: A few vignettes

by Dr. Santosh Bakaya (Magazine)

Treasure – Lost and found

Blood and tears freely flew in a sad profusion
Lifeless bodies lay around in chaotic confusion

The street was smeared with the ravages of senseless gore
To her bosom a woman clasped her lifeless child-aged four

Blissfully unaware of this sad story a man rummaged in a garbage can
Ah! The brutal callousness of this insensitive man

With a serendipitous gleam, his eyes became round
In the debris of hopes, what had he found?

With indecent haste, toward the object he lunged
Alas, to what abysmal depths had he plunged?

From the corner of his eyes, he looked around
And threw himself at the treasure he had found.

With grimy hands, his cheeks he wiped
In the air, a triumphant hand he swiped.

Then on one leg he pitifully hobbled
On the street-blood-soaked and cobbled.

The treasure snugly under his arm
His face now looked ….ah so calm.

For, under his right arm, his left leg he carried
Alas, just a week back he had been married!

... and the child sleeps

In the morning sky dark clouds did loom
Pregnant with portents of gloom.

People emerged from every corner and nook
When with a horrifying sound the earth shook.

The morning calm had been torn asunder
No, it (Read full article)

Poetry

Mathematics of Life

by Nazrul Haque

Ram Milan Nishad is a 54 years old landless farmer of Pratapgarh district of Uttar Pradesh(India). His four sons, Balram(10), Jitu(9), Balkaran(12) and Balveer(11) were dead in the stampede at the ashram of Baba Kripaluji Maharaj , when a part of the arched gate collapsed on a sea of villagers. His children were among the 10,000 people who had gathered outside the ashram’s main gate lured by the offer of free food. As per the media reports, even the battle hardened Police officials of Uttar Pradesh were moved by the sorrow of Ram Milan who was unable to have a last look at his sons, who were bruised and full of blood!

I never went to a school or college
so, never got the chance to learn Maths,
not that I need it much
maybe little additions or subtractions
some simple calculations
life taught me easily,
anyway the sum total is zero,
most of the time, or infinity at other times.
Today, while counting one to four,
I learnt all the geometries and algebras
that I can ever learn.
And, there is hardly anything more.

(Read full article)

Poetry

Blues- Prayer

by Ananya S Guha

something is amiss
someone is missing
someone is dying
trees whisper
in the wind,
rains look askance,
there will be a storm
grass grows,
we eat out of habit
we work because
we can't do otherwise -
let's recant all those tales
those promises
those words of love
we must belie truths
we must...

and in this enormity
of heavings and tears
we stand in supplication...

a prayer comes hurtling
in the wind.

(Read full article)

Poetry

Like Never Before

by Ratul Banerjee

lush green grasslands
roads carpeted by
fallen leaves, scattered

trail of my footprints
bear memories
upon the colossus of space and time
of this splendor , unravelled
gently deluging the dark
soft radiance ruptures
the dawn ...
the skyline ...now in raging colours
like a forest fire
that wans out
as morning intensifies
from crevices of the dark
dawn breaks in
an ephemeral reality
lest captivated upon the
recesses of mind
like a dirge
a soulful song
the dawn
like never before

(Read full article)